Ron Wood guitar for fan Robbie.

in my mind if you wnat real success, then make the movie about what happened to all of us, include Mario, get to know him, he is a bastard, but you can be too, I like to think your softer than him, but you haven’t shown that to me but I like to believe it anyway…

I mean it make a movie , not a box office, an underground truth movie about us all of us from youth to maturity and how our lives entwined and the real story, let it circulate as the snuff video did, do it Robbie your not under contract, you don’t need a contract to produce and circualte your own stuff, once you have doen the movie and we have circulated it for afew years, you will have areal following of the people you want to follow you, not the plastic produced world you exssit in….

Now about Ayda, I”m not convinced who you are, with someone like that, you could never have loved me…

I would never shoose the things she chooses never, I wouldn’t choose any of it Robbie….

I would never act in a soap ad think it was real talent or usefull especially those crappy soaps I don’t even watch them, is it a means to an end, no because the industry is not based on talent its based on how plastic and flexible and manipulated you can be…

Its not real…. I wouldn’t get plastic surgery to get ahead….

I would get it if I was already established in a relationship that was strong and based on other things, to give longevity to my attraction to my partner, but I wouldn;’t do it to get a partner, or a career….

The more I see of you the more shallowness I see, I dont’ like it, I feel like I was misled into believing you had some depth equal to my own, and I can see how cheated I was, I really let myself down, I went into bat for you and Mario back then and let the power’s that be see something and believe something about you both that I believed and I was wrong I should have gone into bat for myself.

I can see your trying to portray depth and charity and down to earthness, but charity begins at home with me with Mario and the boy’s mother who lost her son, with finding the understanding and making peace with all of this and seeing it as it was, that would make you great and oh well……

That would be the greatest movie of all time, one that is made for the truth for the heart Men would love it and feel with it as we did…..

It can’t be about you it is about all of us, we were entwined in this holy mish mash for a reason/

i cant let monkee stay buried unknown, not missed, I want him seen as he was he was so beautifull because like me he didn’t want it, Ribbie, he did not want Fame and fortune, he was real, he was stuck, on the truth, he lived with thte truth, and died with it…

People would love him so much, his honesty, his pain, his disillusionment, his emptiness, lack of fullfillment, his lonliness, dissatisfaciton, and his weakness and acknowledgment of that weakness, he ws the actor amongst you, he was the greatest actor to perform and to exsist amongst you all, It is as if you don;t know him and don’t know what he would want you to do for him, to honor him……

Mario is the same with his own father, both of you are so alike and so lost and confused with your own self importance and teh way it all revolves and centers around yourselves…….

It can’t be about you, it is not about you, you are small part of it, and I don;t knwo why god chose you and Mario to exsist and Tamba ands Monkee to die, it seems they were more usefull to the world to men, and yet they died because they had hearts for me, cared for me, to preserve me for my sons, and yet you and Mario only saw what I could do for you what I meant to you, and I don’t respect that selfishness and the way you and Mario have left me and my sons by the roadside coldy and harshly justifying your negelect and cruelty… Thinking only of yourselves snd not of the many people who suffered in this blockbuster tale……

You dont’ seem to understand……..

you and Mario have lost and are nothing more than loser’s, you have both bowed tot he machine and taken payment to supress the truth about our world and the misuse of power, you have lost and I have lsot because of the men who say they love me and yet they love only themselves.

Is that the moral of this tale, I am ever confused about this and my gut feelings that have always been right before confuse me now, I believed in both of you so much, and now I can’t believe anymore not jsut in you and him but in any man, I don’t know what to teach my sons anymore, what to show them and what to make of it…..

The truth is the hero’s are dead, and at least youa dn Mario are still alive, but are you living, are you truly being men of admiration and historical fame…

Could have been, I believed that, I believed in that, I can’t tellyou how let down and dissillusioned I am

it was all for nothing, such a waste, I feel so stupid, so cheated……

Make the movie, not for money or fame, Infamy and history, for Monkee and Me, bercause we are both dead, and perhaps you have no intention of wanting us alive anymore, perhaps we are just a passing phase that no longer serves your purpose….

I have no expalnation for you and Mario NONE, They lost their lives, you don’t really get that, you lsot somebosy you get that, who you lsot I don’t think you know,

You don;t get they lost their lives, they have died as a result of injustice and mis use of power and while MOnkee and you stumbled into it as I did, it cannot be ignored, and yet you de value my friend and me and claim to have loved and lost us, and you could bring usback to life and honor us and you choose to do what………

You will grow up eventually, you will want to live on as more than this, as something more meaningfull, and you wont realsie that untill its over and someone has taken your place and it will be toooooo late,

Your still so immature and so short sighted and so full of your own ideas about yourself and fail to see your part in this great big world and what you could do to change it……..

I know no one can see that up their no one gets the social injustice they all talk about, I do , Monkee did, tamba did, Mario has a confused idea about it, and unless it is about him he doesnt get the big pitcure either……

Oh god to have been dealt such misfortune, to be on a sinking ship with you two is unbearable and so lonely, if only Monkee or tamba were here…

It no longet matters that you and Mario are not here, because what use woudl you be to me anyway, I am so sick of me me me me me me alll about me me me…….

I am back to yelling at god, and walking down the one way street, and believe me with you and Mario it is a one way street going your way, and I am never walking down that street again, Ayda is welcome to it, and if a bus should come at her while she is walking down your one way street, don’t stand by and let it her or throw her under it, be a gentleman this time, it aint cool to let your woman take the fall and save your own arse and if you want to claim not your fault back then I agree but whats up now buddy…….

If people start whispering in your ear about her, are you going to believe it are you going to insult this woman look down your nose at her question her sincerity when its your own that is questionable…..

You will always be missing something Robbie , always, and when it finally becomes clear very very clear then you will truly feel pain and loss, you haven’t yet felt that, not really…….

And when you do nothing and nobody will suffice, dont be so sure your choices were the right ones, perhaps iI made the right choices after all, and you will one day respect me for them……….

It is clear you don’t

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joanne says:

29 December 2007 at 07:53

in my mind if you wnat real success, then make the movie about what happened to all of us, include Mario, get to know him, he is a bastard, but you can be too, I like to think your softer than him, but you haven’t shown that to me but I like to believe it anyway…

I mean it make a movie , not a box office, an underground truth movie about us all of us from youth to maturity and how our lives entwined and the real story, let it circulate as the snuff video did, do it Robbie your not under contract, you don’t need a contract to produce and circualte your own stuff, once you have doen the movie and we have circulated it for afew years, you will have areal following of the people you want to follow you, not the plastic produced world you exssit in….

Now about Ayda, I”m not convinced who you are, with someone like that, you could never have loved me…

I would never shoose the things she chooses never, I wouldn’t choose any of it Robbie….

I would never act in a soap ad think it was real talent or usefull especially those crappy soaps I don’t even watch them, is it a means to an end, no because the industry is not based on talent its based on how plastic and flexible and manipulated you can be…

Its not real…. I wouldn’t get plastic surgery to get ahead….

I would get it if I was already established in a relationship that was strong and based on other things, to give longevity to my attraction to my partner, but I wouldn;’t do it to get a partner, or a career….

The more I see of you the more shallowness I see, I dont’ like it, I feel like I was misled into believing you had some depth equal to my own, and I can see how cheated I was, I really let myself down, I went into bat for you and Mario back then and let the power’s that be see something and believe something about you both that I believed and I was wrong I should have gone into bat for myself.

I can see your trying to portray depth and charity and down to earthness, but charity begins at home with me with Mario and the boy’s mother who lost her son, with finding the understanding and making peace with all of this and seeing it as it was, that would make you great and oh well……

That would be the greatest movie of all time, one that is made for the truth for the heart Men would love it and feel with it as we did…..

It can’t be about you it is about all of us, we were entwined in this holy mish mash for a reason/

i cant let monkee stay buried unknown, not missed, I want him seen as he was he was so beautifull because like me he didn’t want it, Ribbie, he did not want Fame and fortune, he was real, he was stuck, on the truth, he lived with thte truth, and died with it…

People would love him so much, his honesty, his pain, his disillusionment, his emptiness, lack of fullfillment, his lonliness, dissatisfaciton, and his weakness and acknowledgment of that weakness, he ws the actor amongst you, he was the greatest actor to perform and to exsist amongst you all, It is as if you don;t know him and don’t know what he would want you to do for him, to honor him……

Mario is the same with his own father, both of you are so alike and so lost and confused with your own self importance and teh way it all revolves and centers around yourselves…….

It can’t be about you, it is not about you, you are small part of it, and I don;t knwo why god chose you and Mario to exsist and Tamba ands Monkee to die, it seems they were more usefull to the world to men, and yet they died because they had hearts for me, cared for me, to preserve me for my sons, and yet you and Mario only saw what I could do for you what I meant to you, and I don’t respect that selfishness and the way you and Mario have left me and my sons by the roadside coldy and harshly justifying your negelect and cruelty… Thinking only of yourselves snd not of the many people who suffered in this blockbuster tale……

You dont’ seem to understand……..

you and Mario have lost and are nothing more than loser’s, you have both bowed tot he machine and taken payment to supress the truth about our world and the misuse of power, you have lost and I have lsot because of the men who say they love me and yet they love only themselves.

Is that the moral of this tale, I am ever confused about this and my gut feelings that have always been right before confuse me now, I believed in both of you so much, and now I can’t believe anymore not jsut in you and him but in any man, I don’t know what to teach my sons anymore, what to show them and what to make of it…..

The truth is the hero’s are dead, and at least youa dn Mario are still alive, but are you living, are you truly being men of admiration and historical fame…

Could have been, I believed that, I believed in that, I can’t tellyou how let down and dissillusioned I am

it was all for nothing, such a waste, I feel so stupid, so cheated……

Make the movie, not for money or fame, Infamy and history, for Monkee and Me, bercause we are both dead, and perhaps you have no intention of wanting us alive anymore, perhaps we are just a passing phase that no longer serves your purpose….

I have no expalnation for you and Mario NONE, They lost their lives, you don’t really get that, you lsot somebosy you get that, who you lsot I don’t think you know,

You don;t get they lost their lives, they have died as a result of injustice and mis use of power and while MOnkee and you stumbled into it as I did, it cannot be ignored, and yet you de value my friend and me and claim to have loved and lost us, and you could bring usback to life and honor us and you choose to do what………

You will grow up eventually, you will want to live on as more than this, as something more meaningfull, and you wont realsie that untill its over and someone has taken your place and it will be toooooo late,

Your still so immature and so short sighted and so full of your own ideas about yourself and fail to see your part in this great big world and what you could do to change it……..

I know no one can see that up their no one gets the social injustice they all talk about, I do , Monkee did, tamba did, Mario has a confused idea about it, and unless it is about him he doesnt get the big pitcure either……

Oh god to have been dealt such misfortune, to be on a sinking ship with you two is unbearable and so lonely, if only Monkee or tamba were here…

It no longet matters that you and Mario are not here, because what use woudl you be to me anyway, I am so sick of me me me me me me alll about me me me…….

I am back to yelling at god, and walking down the one way street, and believe me with you and Mario it is a one way street going your way, and I am never walking down that street again, Ayda is welcome to it, and if a bus should come at her while she is walking down your one way street, don’t stand by and let it her or throw her under it, be a gentleman this time, it aint cool to let your woman take the fall and save your own arse and if you want to claim not your fault back then I agree but whats up now buddy…….

If people start whispering in your ear about her, are you going to believe it are you going to insult this woman look down your nose at her question her sincerity when its your own that is questionable…..

You will always be missing something Robbie , always, and when it finally becomes clear very very clear then you will truly feel pain and loss, you haven’t yet felt that, not really…….

And when you do nothing and nobody will suffice, dont be so sure your choices were the right ones, perhaps iI made the right choices after all, and you will one day respect me for them……….

It is clear you don’t

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